Words That Aren't in a Gal's Vocabulary: Inhibition

Hello Cuties~

     I still cannot believe I'm writing this but, black diamond talked about gaijin gyaru in their youtube video.  Not only did they talk a bit about us gaijin gals, but they even shared the news of the release of Papillon magazine!!  I was stoked to hear this because it's possible they'll support us by reading!  Which means . . they saw my face.  Dear God. 

     I know this is VERY "old news" now, but this got buried in my drafts and honestly, is it so bad to still hype Papillon up?

     But seriously, I'm so happy for the gaijin gal community and proud of the creators of Papillon.  This is major to me, my heart has been so happy since hearing this.  If you haven't already, you can watch the entire video below!  

     With this kind announcement, AND with the positive uproar of feedback from Papillon, it's been a huge boost of inspiration!  Seeing all of the looks the Papillon gals achieved in this magazine inspired me to want to do better.  I want to put forth the best version of Amiman!  Here are some images of looks that motivate me.

* edit:  Even though this post is old and my inspirations  and role models have changed a bit.  I still really like these pics! 

      I'm striving towards improving my makeup skills.  My biggest inspiration right now is model Kirei.  I absolutely adore her makeup style!!  I realize I'm "shy" with my eyeliner.  I need to go bigger, be bold!

     The newest egg issues have been heartening as well.  Seeing that early 2000 gal influence being brought back to life pushes me.  It never made much sense to fear standing out as much as those older gals, but seeing those bold flashy styles return is encouraging.

     I want to stop being afraid to push myself.  If I ever want to see improvement or a change, I have to let go of some of those inhibitions.

     Would you agree?  Do you think to be gal, you should have zero inhibitions and let nothing hinder you from being yourself?

~ Love you! x Amiman ~